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Mon Jul 13, 2009, 3:46 PM
Yes, Sam and I got into a fight again. And I swear to whoever the fuck your god is, that if I'm interrogated and blamed and called a "teen psycho bitch" for THIS stupid, yet again pointless fight, SOMEONE is going to die. I had enough of that last time. It doesn't matter enough for everyone to need to ruin my day asking me "why the hell are you so mean to Sam for no reason?" I have my reasons, whether you side with me or her or (preferably, since we fight over stupid, pointless shit) no one's side. Just don't go placing ALL the blame on ME anymore just because she gets riled up about it, ok?

*sigh* I'm sorry for that rant, but it had to be said. I'm so sick of fighting with her and being blamed for upsetting her and all this fucking drama, but I don't know what else to do. I feel cornered and I feel like she doesn't care at all anymore, she doesn't respect me, even though i TRY to respect her, and she treats me like shit. I do all sorts of things for her, and she repays me with spit and this utter nonsense. I really don't know what to do anymore. I'm sorry for anyone who didn't want to hear about this stupidity, but I don't want any more "talks" about making Sam sad. She sets me off, I don't know why, and I'm sorry, I'm trying to calm down more, but she doesn't seem to be trying at all.

  • Mood: Worried
  • Playing: The World Ends With You

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:iconiloveyoubutiahteyou:
you know. . .you ARE a pyscho teen bitch. You set double standards and your a hypocrite. Maybe YOU need to change some. Anf FYI i am NOT a bitch, yeah i can be but when i am riled up i will explode. This arguement was YOUR fault. Because you want ME to pay for a part of the room i might not even be staying in. You should get some emotions other than anger. It might help you out.

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:iconanimemaniacspro:
....I am going to stay completely uninvolved now. good luck to u though..

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:iconsk8rchick7:
...Im agreein with amp. Good luck. I hope you guys get things worked out though. I really hate seein you guys like this D: *hugs*

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:iconatani4414:
I'm through talking to you. Say whatever you'd like, but I've had enough. If stopping all contact with you is what it takes, then that's what I'll do.

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:iconatani4414:
I know. I don't want to get other people involved. I'm glad that everyone is staying OUT of it THIS TIME, since last time I got in trouble with everyone. I didn't want sympathy, I just wanted a promise that I won't get attacked by all of AMPro like I did last time.

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:iconatani4414:
I didn't want anyone to choose sides or get involved. I just wanted to make sure that everyone knew that I'm am NOT going to stand being attacked and interrogated by EVERYONE in AMPro, and some people NOT in AMPro this time. Last time I felt like everyone suddenly hated me over a fight that she had to whine about. But I'm through fighting, I give up. This stress isn't healthy.

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:iconiloveyoubutiahteyou:
im just saying hun, your a hypocrite. You set double standards, you cant do that in the real world.

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:iconsk8rchick7:
I don't blame you what so ever. I hate stress and drama. None of it is worth it at all. So I'm here as a listener. Someone who you and anyone else can rant to and I'll just try to make you feel better ^_^

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I gaze upon the looking glass,
And see only what I want to see.
What I see is no longer whole,
Since you left and took,
The other half of me.
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Axel-KH2
Mad Hatter-AiW
Sora-KH
:iconatani4414:
heh, thanks ^^

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